Showing posts with label yanan. Show all posts
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Thursday, April 8, 2010

Quarter Year Apologies

Heey guys. I have some free time today, and I realized that I've done a lot of wrong things this whole 2010 year. So...almost 1/4 of it's gone, and I think it's time that I repent.

GOD: I'm sorry for being so sinful this year (so far...it's gonna change, I promise), and sometimes forgetting to pray to you. (>.< oops) But again, thanks for seeing me through all the hardships in life so far, and...giving me something to believe in. :D What would I ever do without you? (Oh, wait..I know. Sink into depression and wither away like flowers in winter.) Hehe that was a bit dark. But thanks, anyways..for watching over me and forgiving me. :)

Michelle: Sup bud? Hmm...I'm really sorry for freaking out about school and stuff. I can't really help it, I mean...if I don't do good in school, and since I pretty much fail at about everything else, wouldn't I just turn into some loner Asian on the street? So, yeah, thanks for putting up with me... And though I get annoying sometimes, I want you to know that it's MOSTLY not on purpose. :P No, I'm serious. Most of the time I can't help it. Also, apologies for making fun of you and poking you and all that other stuff...thanks for sticking by me and being a great friend I can lean on (on certain days, at least). But I mean...I can't expect you to be nice EVERY day. :P So gracias for all your love, and please appreciate mine. :)

Yanan: Hola Yanan. :) Thanks for being there for me, (especially during 7th period and spanish!), and making me laugh. :) We're getting abs together. lol. Also, sorry for being stupid sometimes, my mind goes kinda slow on random days. Yeah...luv ya, thanks for the good times, and keep them coming! :D

Helen: Hii helen. Lo siento for complaining to you sometimes...I know you didn't mean it THAT much when you told other people you didn't really know well stuff that you kinda kept from me..that hurt a bit. But it's ok. Sorry for bagging on you about that...forgive me? :] Also, thanks for...being a good friend? OH. And that big fatty chocolate bar for Valentine's Day. :) Now THAT was pure delight.

Mary: AWESOMO AMIGO!! :D Thanks for giving me boosts of self - confidence. :P And many many many good memories of laughing. Also, please forgive me for...I dunno...annoying you sometimes? If I ever do..I'm pretty sure it happened once, so...OH. I know. Sorry for just being there when you wanna tell a secret to Michelle or Helen, and I'm just there 'cause i got nowhere else to go. :] Please forgive me? And btw, thanks for awakening me to the wonders of food. XD

Ann: Lol hi Ann. This is like, the 1st year I really actually got close with you and talking to you. Thanks for making me neater and...telling me stuff about school. Sorry for making you perverted, please try not to make Rachel. Also, i know sometimes you got mad at me, I hope you're over that, sorry for whatever I did to anger you...but other than that, thanks for being another great friend.

Gary: Haha hi Gary. :) Sorry for being such an annoying person...just deal with me? But you have to admit, I AM a good friend. :) And at least I don't make FUN of you as much as SOME PEOPLE. COUGH COUGH MICHELLE HELEN COUGH COUGH. And sorry for being such a wuss...apologizing's in my nature, deal with it. Also, heh...sorry for teasing you about Claudia. I can't resist. :PP Ooh. And sorry for lecturing you about your health. Can't help it. (But seriously, getting more sleep will help you A LOT.) XD jkjk. Yeah...thanks for being a great friend, and letting me smile and laugh at you without hating me. Plus you brighten my days, especially in Algebra where I can freeload candy off of you. :D I know there's awkward moments, but please stay a great friend for...I dunno. As long as you can. :) Keep on making me smile!

Alex: Yo. :) (I tried to be cool. Did it work?) Anyways, I'm REALLY sorry for..doing whatever I did to make you hate me. I seriously don't know. Maybe if you told me, I could change it? Also, sorry for sometimes saying things I don't mean, like...well, I don't remember, but if you can't remember either, just remember that for the future. Also, it's cool with you being my stand partner, so KEEP ON DOING GOOD AT VIOLIN. And sorry for always saying you cuss too much. I just don't like it when...we dirty other people's minds, you know? Believe it or not, there's still NOT perverted people in this world... Also, I hope you feel better, with your cold, or whatever. And sometimes you have super huge bags under your eyes, so get some more sleep! And try not to hate on me. I know it's hard... but thanks for the laughs. :)

Rohan: haha first time I ever wrote about YOU in here. Sorry for dissing you in PE, and other times, and that one time I punched you in the stomach. Don't ever scare me like that again. Yeah...thanks for letting me laugh at your stupidity. And sorry for trying to get you off calculators. It's like..your personal drug. :( you should maybe get like...calculator supplements, like they have nicotine ones for smokers. :P Anyways, have fun with life, deal with my disses, accept my apologies, and be honored you were mentioned in this blog. :]

Joseph: Yeah, I'm gonna go back in time for a while. Sorry for being such a bitch to you in 6th grade, I just really didn't like you. 7th grade was better, this year sucks again. Sorry for whatever I did to you to make you IGNORE me, and give me the SILENT TREATMENT. Maybe it's awkward and whatever, but just so you know, I don't hate you. So..if you like..talk to me, I won't kill you or anything. But if you still don't want to, that's ok. :) I'll live. (Maybe just tell me what I did wrong?) OH. And also, thanks for the hat. It's so beast, I'll never be able to repay you for that. Well, like, I could in money, but..the thought that goes behind that...I didn't think anyone would ever get me one. :] so thanks very much for that, sorry about past...hateness, and I won't kill you. promise. (Not that I could even if I tried, but still. It's the thought that counts, right? :P)

Hmm...who else, who else... OH.

Kevin: Hey Kevin! Sorry for being kinda mean to you this year...you were sorta mean to Michelle, so I guess I just got meaner towards you. :( forgive me? Also, hope you stay smart in computers, it'll help you a lot in life. :P

Mark: Heh sorry about forgetting you. Not that you'd care... Anyways, sorry for being so mean to you, especially involving food. It kinda annoys me when you freeload so much off of stupidly helpless people like helen and michelle (no offense, guys. I love you!). But that's ok, you're still a good friend inside, even though you might not seem like it, lol. Thanks for being nice and...sorry about that incident with my dad. But it does serve you right. :P AND stop poking Gary in the cheeks. It annoys the hell out of him, and watch him one day just snap and tackle you. Of course you'd like it, but... T_T. Well, thanks for being there...sorry for my attitude. :]

Yup, I think that's all so far. It's already a pretty significant amount..I really hope you guys read it, because it took me almost 40 minutes to do this. :) Keep on living and being happy guys. If not for yourselves, then at least for me. :) Gracias from all of my heart, soul, mind, body. Love you! (well, some people more than others, but let's not get into that. ;)

Monday, February 8, 2010

Bullying :-/

Heey guys! First off, before I begin my ranting, I'd like to say thanks to Alex, Michelle, CLAIRE, and any OTHER unknown readers. (I'm really surprised. Once my polls had up to 8 votes! Of course, the same person could've voted more than once, but I like to stay on the positive side. :D)

*And sorry for surprising you with my cussing, Claire. I'll try to watch my language in the future. :P

Well, back to the original topic. I'm just really annoyed yet amused at how mean people are these days. They just go around teasing other people, and I don't get how they think it's fun.

Ok, well, I do...but it doesn't do much for the other person, and you'll just make another enemy. I think it's better to have friends, but maybe that's just me? (lol that rhymes)

Anyways. Every day I have to carpool home with Jeremy and David, and today we had to wait a while because Jeremy's brother was having an asthma attack or something. So these 2 white kids and this other African American kid just come up and start bothering Jeremy, or something. But they didn't have a reason to. Jeremy was just minding his own business sitting up on the Tessa Lakes sign and reading. I mean, he looked kinda dorky, but everyone has their moments. He just has more than the norm. LOL jk, I'm just joking.

But seriously.

XD anyways, so this one kid just goes up to him and starts messing with him. I don't even know under what category of teasing or harrassing or whatever this falls under, but he was just doing weird explosion things and fake-punching Jeremy and pretending to ram into his stomach. Which is stupid if you ask me, because according to Newton's 3rd law (I know, i'm so smart. XP lol jk.), every action has an equal and opposite reaction. So therefore, if this kid rams into Jeremy's stomach as hard as he can, he'll bounce off as hard as possible, and land on Michelle's bike, giving him a bunch of gashes and whatnot.

But he didn't do that, and he wouldn't stop, and Jeremy got all mad, so Michelle, Yanan, and I WENT TO THE RESCUE! XD

Yup, Michelle was like, "Hey! Get away." And then I was all "go pick on other people. You're not worth him." (I had to say something egotistic for him to get his attention.) And then his friends and him were starting to go away, when Yanan recognized him from band and was all, "You suck at percussion."

This scared them away. I guess Yanan has some "connections"...and we have senority, of course. :) They didn't scream and run away, or anything, but they left, which was an EPIC WIN, if you ask me.

It just bugs me how people put up with the teasing like Jeremy. He could easily sit on the kid and his friends and they'd all suffocate and beg for him to get up. But no, he just stays there trying to pretend that nothing's happening and then run to us.

I can only imagine what happens when we're not there...It's just so sad..

But what bugs me EVEN MORE is how people can't REALIZE that they're being harrassed and teased! They should at least stand up for THEMSELVES. Or laugh it off. Don't play into the people's hands and look like you'll do anything to be their friend. THAT'S RETARDED.

I know no one likes making enemies (well, the people I know don't...most of them), but having annoying fake friends that hate you aren't really that much better... Just make sure that they know that you're not gonna put up with you being their pet, and it should be all good.

Unless of course, your situation is some big muscleman kid who steals lunch money and is the stereotypical bully. Then my only thought to you is good luck, and switch schools.

Well, until then... :) Again, thanks for all my readers, you give me motivation to not waste internet. Have a great life, and enjoy Valentine's Day and CHINESE NEW YEAR!! XD

Wednesday, December 30, 2009

Thanks for 2009! :)

Sorry, i felt really compelled to do this because everyone else has been doing it, too. HAPPY NEW YEAR!! XD

Michelle Lu
:D Thanks for sticking by me all these years...sorry for making you feel guilty and whatnot. :) Try not to get too competitive with my nerdiness, 'cause that makes both of us feel bad, lol. Anyways, you're awesome, and never forget that. Sometimes you might feel down or blue or depressed, but know that I'll always be here to sorta brighten up your life. ;) Thanks for teaching me so many things, and introducing me to so many people. Life would be SO MUCH DIFFERENTER without you. (too bad if that's not a word.) Oh! and thanks for the thank-you note...so much it made me cry! D: I hope this MAKES YOU CRY TOO. YOU BETTER. lol jk. but thanks, michelle. for everything. You're my best bff! i love youuu!

Yanan Wang
YANAN MY SPAZZY FRIEND!! Thanks for making me feel better about life, and making it seem fun. If I didn't meet you, then i would've been a loner for fifth grade, so keep up that outgoingness! XD I hope we'll have even SPAZZIER AND FUNNIER MOMENTS NEXT YEAR. POSSIBLY MORE RANDOM TIMES IN SPANISH. MORE FUN TIMES AT PARTIES. Either way, stay my friend, 'cause you're totally awesome, and i love you!! :D Life would be so....awkward without you, lol.

Mary Abella
MARY MY AWESOME BUD!!!!! XDXD I'm so glad i met you in sixth grade!! At first I had no clue who you were, but it's OBVIOUS our awesomeness brought us together! XD You're so funny and nice mary, (not to mention athletic), so KEEP IT THAT WAY! Keep staying social, and fun, and hopefully we'll still have more fun times in the future!! XD I LOVE YOU MY AWESOMO AMIGA!!

Helen Li
Helen! you'll probably never read this, but you've been a really great friend that has taught me so many things. about violin, about life...now i know what to do and not do! lol just kidding. But thanks for...being a good person inside, even though you might be hitting rough patches right now. Don't lose hope, and don't sink into depression, because OUR SUNSHINE WILL LEAD IT THROUGH! XD lol ok...just stay heleny, and..be happy!

Gary Guo
GARY! Um..thanks for being such a great friend throughout the years. Even though we have completely different thoughts, you always listen to me rant and whatnot, and I appreciate it! Thanks for making me laugh and making my days so much brighter. Your stupidity makes me smile! XD LOL JUST KIDDING! but seriously. Anyways, thanks for being such a great friend, blah blah blah. Hope we still have great moments together next year! (And sorry for being such a spaz. not my fault.)

Joseph Lee
Thanks for..waiting for me so much this year! Even though you kinda ignore me...thanks for helping me when i need it, lol. :) I'd be stuck in lotsa bad situations and be all lonely without you. Sorry for being so...i dunno. prying? And...stupid. yeah, and thanks for pulling me on the cooler thing at volunteering for region. XD that was fun.

Mark Li
Haha can't believe i didn't even know you that well until this year! Well, thanks for being so considerate and pretending like you care....and thanks for listening to my ranting. (Yeah, sorry about that...) you make life..i dunno. different. ! You make a difference in my life! Yup...thanks for giving me advice and stuff, that i don't really need...but it still helps. :) I'm glad i met you.

Claudia Thong
CLAUDIA! We've gotten a lot closer this year, and it's good! Thanks for confiding in me, i think, and your compassion and niceness helps me a lot. but stop being so naive. it makes me feel sorry for you. :P Thanks for your friendship, claudia. :)

Arielle Abaigar
ARIELLE! XD Thanks for all the fun times in the locker rooms!! (don't take that the wrong way.) Life is so much more funner with you there! Thanks for all the extra food, and your weird songs, and insights on life. :D I'M SO GLAD I MET YOU!! You'll always be my hippie mermaid/singing buddy!

Ann Keenan
Ann! We've gotten really close this year! Thanks for ALL THE FOOD YOU GIVE ME!! IT TASTES GOOD. I promise ONE DAY...i'll repay you.. :) Thanks for making me realize how slacking off i am, and making stop procrastinating as much. you help me a lot with school-related stuff, so thanks!

Rachel Hoang
GAAh you're not on facebook, but thanks for being so sweet and kind to me! XD Keep up all that good work you're doing!!

Kevin Wu
Um...thanks for all your computery skills and helping me with stuff that i suck at. XD Life's easier with you! you're a great family friend, and thanks for all the time that you've put up with me and my friends and their spazziness. (And stop being so mean to them. They're trying.)

Hmm...who else..oh!

Joyce Huang
hoyce! Thanks for being such a great...locker partner. o.o And keeping me company last year in symphony, so i didn't feel like a loser. Anyways, atlanta was really fun with you there, trying to have slumber parties and drinking starbucks and stuff, so thanks for all the good memories! XD Good luck in symph. next year, especially! BEAST EVERYONE JOYCE!! RAAAAAAARRRRR.

David Nie
Yeah...thanks for making me feel normal when I have to carpool with you guys..lol no offense to them. :) Start standing up for yourself! So when everyone starts pinching you, and rubbing your hair, you can like...kill them. XD Good luck in Symphony next year, too! BEAST EVERYONE WITH JOYCE!! (And good luck with you know who!!)

OMG I CAN'T BELIEVE I FORGOT ALEX.

Alex Luong
Gaah sorry for putting you way down here. I had an order, but it's like..messed up now. lol Anyways, thanks for trying to cheer me up, and you're so funny Alex! you'll totally do well in life, so stop feeling so low. That's not your personality. AND SMILE MORE. WHO CARES IF YOU HAVE BRACES. XD Thanks for talking to me the first day that I moved here, even though you thought I was a weirdo! That means a lot. lol...thanks for being a great friend, sorry for being such a bad one, yadada...good luck with her!

Ok...sorry if I forgot you, or if I purposely didn't put you on here 'cause i hate you. XD

Sorry if there are any rough patches between us, but please remember that you guys are all awesome, and i am forever in your debt. That sounds stupid..

Anyways, thanks for sticking with me, even though i'm the spazziest person you'll ever meet, and know that i'll always trust you guys, even though i never tell you stuff. :P HAPPY NEW YEAR!!

Wednesday, September 23, 2009

HI GUYS!!

OMG, I HAVEN'T POSTED SOMETHING IN SUCH A LONG TIME!! >.<>.<>.<

ABOUT ABOVE ACROSS AFTER AGAINST ALONG AMONG AROUND AT BEFORE BEHIND BELOW BENEATH BESIDE BETWEEN BEYOND BUT BY.

XDDDD

Also, I made Facebook! :D Though I'm still not quite sure how to use it,...and I'm not addicted yet, but that's ok. :) I needa introduce myself to NEW THINGS! :D

So....how's your life? Be sure to leave a comment! :D

And what now? I forgot what to talk about. Like, I had this whole list, but then I ate food, and it like....washed away. :P

I needa go buy some namebrand clothes..that mall thing with Michelle and Yanan was SO FUN, but I should've bought those jeans. :) I don't know how people wear them all the time, though. Doesn't it make them feel hot? (Like, warm. Not in that other way. :P)

Oh yeah! And Gary's sick! :( I hope you feel better Gary! :D See ya in school tomorrow, I think!!

aaahhh no one reads my blog...

I'm gonna go for now. Chapter 4's coming soon! :) And I'll have some new polls out and such. :) Thanks for reading if you did, and please leave a comment! :D