High School, Hot Koreans, and Good Attitude

Hello everyone. Just ranting today. Might be kinda unorganized and random, please bear with me. (But I don't think it'll be as bad as before, since I know I have to work on my transitions for high school.)

SO. I can't wait for high school! I'm done with summer reading, so there's nothing holding me back now. And I've got most of my backpack ready..but I still havta buy food for lunch. Hmm..

Anyways I'm sort of losing hope in high school though, since the advisory's by your last name, and we all know how my last name is super different from most of my friends. -.- This is what I get for being unique. But whatever, maybe I'll make some new friends and be like, "WAPAA. I GOT THIS."

(Aha you all needa watch "George Lopez" sometime, it's hilarious. Perverted jokes and all. ;)

Rawr ok I've recently been wasting my life on Tumblr (my other blog), and there's all sorts of stuff and people on there, with all sorts of posts. There's a bunch of blogs dedicated to hot guys. :) And there's also blogs dedicated to hot ASIAN guys. And get this: THEY'RE ALL KOREAN!! WTF?! Why are Korean idols so good-looking? Dude like Japanese and Chinese people can't even compete. Maybe with their girls, but never guys. *Sigh* it's kind of embarrassing.

But they're all very talented, good-looking, and superb dancers. :) I wanna poster.

By the way, I've been thinking: Am I technically like..cheating on Blogger? Since I'm using Tumblr, and they're like competitors? Lol that's a weird way of thinking..you don't think they'll kick me off one? That'd suck, yo.

Pshh anyways I'm noticing myself changing a lot. Like my personality and attitude, lol. I think it really did start at camp. Recently I've started doing a loot more housework, and I'm not even being told to, or not even resenting it. I don't ENJOY it, I just like the fact that I'm helping people in this world. In short, I've gotten less lazy. :) That's a great way to start the new school year, isn't it?

Taken for Granted

Who knew? It kinda looks like a paradise...yet I just take this all for granted, and every time I walk by it I never notice the subtle beauty. :)

CRAP I'm reading too much Rebecca.

Bullying, Rebecca, and Peer Pressure

Well hello :). There's less than a week left of summer! I'm so excited for high school, and I can't wait to see my teachers and meet new friends and see if I have lots of classes with my old ones! But I'm also kind of scared, 'cause a friend told me that freshmen get bullied a lot.

=.= I mean really, what's the point of bullying someone? Punching someone else doesn't make you look stronger, especially if they're WEAKER than you. And saying someone's fat or ugly doesn't make you skinnier or prettier. So seriously people..stop it. (AND SPREAD THE WORD OF GOD!! - another sad attempt at being a witness...)

I'm not so much afraid of bullying as I am of being put in a situation where I kinda have to stop it. It's happened before, but it wasn't like.."bullying" bullying. It was more like stealing people's stuff or yelling at a younger kid to get you potato chips or whatever.

So usually I just say, "HEY. Don't be rude." And then they stop. :) But every time that's happened it's always been someone younger than me bullying someone even MORE younger than me, so technically I have seniority over them..and "therefore they're inferior to us", as a wise friend once said. :P

*Sigh* but that's just the kind of thinking that starts bullying, right?

Aha that was deep. Anyways DUDE I don't know how many of you guys have read this, but Rebecca is a pretty good book. It's not the best I've ever read, but..it's well written. But --SPOILER ALERT!!!-- I hate the end!! WHY would they have to burn the frickin' house down?!? Manderley sounded like such a pretty and serene place, and Maxim even said he would "give her children." But now THAT dream's crushed thanks to FAVELL AND MRS. DANVERS, the stupid people. >.< Now they're stuck reliving the past in a hotel room, and they're afraid to do anything involving their senses. :( How can they have kids like that?!

But I like the storyline, how even though he's twice her age she and him can still love each other fully:

I think this reminds me somehow of her and Maxim. (It's obvious the girl's trying to save the guy.) Maybe it's just me, but..wow it's so cute! XD (Side note: what is her name?! Makes me feel so insecure not knowing.)

Ooh I have another cute picture to show you guys:

This is SO my checklist for life. :P Well like..most of the things on it. It's funny how it's mostly the same for everyone, isn't it? Like we lose our individuality..

Now we all try to wear the same clothes (skinny jeans, brand names) and eat the same food (healthy, hot cheeto fries) and do homework the same way (distracted) and now we want to LIVE the same way too! Peer pressure really is a strong thing, except it's not only in teens...it works for every age group.

I remember our speaker at camp, Jeremiah, told us he showed everyone his butt just because the "cool kid" did so. And the "cool kid" did it on accident. =.=' Do you see what this world is coming to?

Anyways I don't want to make this too long. Thanks for reading this blog, and good luck in the new semester!

:)

If I got that for Valentine's Day...and a note said what it said above...

Well, you can't be THAT hopeful. :P

French Dream

I had a really weird dream last night. But it wasn't scary, or anything...it was just different.

So I dreamed I was going to college in Paris. :) That would be really cool if it was true, but too bad I wouldn't understand anything. Anyways the college was called Chell'a'belle, or something. It sounded French, I guess that's why it's in my dream.

And it's a really good college, so instead of dorms, we got our own hotel rooms. :D (Haha my dreams are so fantasy-like.) So a bunch of my camp friends were there, and they were in my classes, and EVERYTHING was indoors. Which is really weird, since a college is a campus, right?

And anyways the hallways LOOKED like they were outside, but instead of grass, it was really green carpet. I guess this is a message of how little I've been outside? Which is not true, because I've been swimming almost every day!

Sorry, I just had to share this really weird dream. Because after having it, I have a sudden urge to actually visit Paris, and see all the little shops, and see if my "college" Chell'a'belle is real! XD

Unless...SOMEONE PLANTED THAT DREAM INTO MY HEAD, LIKE "INCEPTION"!! :O

Lol but really, Paris is a beautiful place.

Witnessing, High School, and Bunnies

Hello! :D I haven't posted in forever.

Anyways I got to go to camp at the beginning of August, and it was really enlightening. I really got that God feeling, and I realized that there were a lot of nice people in this world that are Christian, too. Really.

Hm well I learned about being a witness and telling everyone in this world about God and his awesomeness. So if you read this blog and aren't Christian, you are seriously living a pointless life. 'Cause God will always be there for you, and protect you, and when you leave this world you'll be happy with him up in heaven. :)

Yeah that was really bad witnessing, but hopefully it touches your heart? Lol so I also made a commitment at camp, and it was to let God wash away my sins and make me as pure as a piece of white paper. A lot of people made the same commitment, and on the last night all of my friends pretty much cried. :( It was so touching! I can't believe I cried like that.

Since usually I'm not a very "open" person, and I don't bawl my heart out, so I guess I didn't cry as hard as most of my friends, but some tears leaked out. And my heart was really touched, about those messages of God. :) I felt his presence that night. WHOO!

Anyway I won't go into detail about camp. But I'm really glad how loving everyone was there, and thanks to my friends I tried a lot of new activities that I wouldn't have done if I was alone. I also made so many new friends, and met so many new people...Too bad it was such a short time. :( But next year high school camp is 1 day longer! :D

As you should know, I'm starting high school this year. :) I'm really excited. Not for the homework, but just the new experiences, and meeting new people, and FINALLY going to a dance! Because I never went to the middle school dances. They sounded really lame... But the high school ones, I'm going to go at least once. :) But that means I gotta go get a dress... *sigh*

But I really don't know, since all my high school friends say high school's waay better than middle school. And adults are always like, "Yup..those were the days." But none of my friends are really excited. :( They're all, "Too much homework!" or "Too early!" or "I hate people. =.=" Lol I guess I don't have very encouraging friends, do I?

Haha jk I love them all! Maybe I'm just a really optimistic person, so it balances out all their pessimism. 'Cause God has it all under control!

However I have a feeling this year isn't going to be THE BEST, because one of my friends is moving away. D: He's been a really great friend, and I've had so much fun laughing at him AND laughing with him, and I'm gonna miss those times. SO WE BETTER KEEP IN TOUCH! And I guess it's a good experience for him, meeting new people and going to an international school, but still. I just hope we don't end up like those people who never talk ever again.

Wow I really have no idea where I'm going with this. I just popped in, thanks for reading, sorry for having to put up with me, and I hope you like this picture!

Isn't this the cutest bunny?! Actually, all bunnies are cute..

Please don't judge. XD