CHECK IT OUT

http://www.awesomejenny.tumblr.com/

THAT, above ^ ^ ^ is my tumblr. :) Sorry for neglecting this one and all but I've been using mah tumbelog? (o.o) a lot. It's actually a lot easier to use and it's for lazy people like me to post without effort!

Anyways so thanks to all the people who read this and whatnot. :) Hope your finals were ok and your break's going fabulous!

So I'm sorry Blogger, but I'm breaking up with you. ;( It's time to move on to TUMBLR BABY. (Btw, I hope Blogger doesn't kill me for this..)

I mean really. There's a frickin' reblog button, so if you like someone else's stuff, you press REBLOG. And it gets reposted on YOUR blog! :D And it's documented, so it's technically not stealing someone else's stuff! WTC?! I love this! And there are also lots of pretty pictures and cute posts and I can still rant. :) So looking forward for you guys to read there!

Hm well I'ma try and find some way to put all my posts here onto my tumblr. It's kind of sad throwing away all these memories. D: I think I've really grown a lot these past few years. (COUGH) I mean PSH we ALL know how good I am with computers, AHAH.

Anyways Merry Christmas and Happy New Year! See you at:
http://www.awesomejenny.tumblr.com/

Good Intentions

Hello. :) Another rant today. If you're tired of these, then don't read. It won't be too long though.

Ok so since I'm in high school now, I get home early, and pretty much 15 minutes into my homework the elementary school gets out, and almost EVERY DAY I see these 3 brothers walking home together. There's one older one, and I think the younger 2 are twins? I don't know.

But every time I see them walk by, I just wanna cry, because I realize that I am a REALLY BAD SISTER to..my sister. I don't know if that big brother acts so nice to his little bros all the time ('cause that'd be a frickin' miracle), but every time I see them together, he's SO caring for them.

Like one time one of the younger ones couldn't get his backpack zipped up, and he was lagging behind, so the older brother ran back to help him. D: I mean, I'd do that, too for my sis, but I don't think I could've done it so willingly with like..no annoyance at her.

And then another day they were all laughing together, and I was like...SHIZZ. 'Cause I felt SO guilty. (It's not that I don't laugh with my sister, but when those kids do it, it's kind of like...like they have no worries in the world, and the little kids are all like, "aw, my life's ok. I have a big brother to deal with it all! :)"

I don't know. That's just what I see from my point of view. And I'm not super MEAN to my sister, but I guess sometimes I just take her for granted, and other times I get really mad..but it's not like I cuss her out or hit her or anything. o.o That's like...sibling abuse.

But still. Everytime I try to do something nice for her, it's with good intentions. (Haha see what I did there? ;D) But most of the time I do something wrong or she doesn't like it or whatever, and then we start arguing. But then we forgive each other, and it happens all again, so.. hm...

I dunno. I just want my sister and I to be really close when she gets older, because the truth is, when we're adults (if we live that long) the closest thing I'll ever have is her. So...I mean..I gotta build up to that, you know?

Anyways. Sorry for the rant? I just had to get this off my chest...shoulders..whatever. Hopefully those of you who have siblings know what I'm talking about, too?

RAWR.

Do you know those people that are like, super good at everything without trying? Or like...they're good at everything without trying, and if they DID try, they'd be the best in everything? It drives me CRAZY!

Because every day I work for forever doing homework, and practicing instruments, and there are just those people that NEVER practice and get higher chairs or in a higher orchestra than me, and some people do their homework in class and never take notes and still pass tests with high grades.

And then there's me, who works her butt off. I admit I get all A's (not trying to be a hypocrite here), but still. If I was as smart as them, and I STILL worked the same as now, I could probably skip a grade, and learn 2 more instruments, and join the dance team, and STILL have high grades and free time. (Ok maybe that was an exaggeration.)

And it makes me mad when they're all complaining how I got a higher grade than them, but they never complain about how much more work I have to do, and how much more I have to study. Really, they should look at it from MY point of view.

Like for example, in Computer Science, I'm probably taking the most notes. And I'm still pretty confused. Plus I have the least math experience in the whole class except for this other guy, who's favorite thing in the world is probably computers. So technically I'm at the most disadvantage in the whole class of 29 people. So what if I get a good grade? Of course I WANT one, but I'm probably working the most, too.

Sorry had to get that out. Ever since school started I've realized there are so many more people that are waay more capable than me. It's kind of depressing.

But anyways. I have 2 more quizzes and tests to study for, so I'm gonna try and have a positive attitude, and make the best of the rest of this week..this year..probably the rest of my life. Since there'll always be someone better than me..I guess it's motivation?

Ahh the camp messages are kind of slipping away from me now. I've gotta make it like a monthly goal to stay pure like a white sheet of paper (simile!), and still be close with God, and be a BETTER PERSON.

Of course, there's people still at more of a disadvantage than me. So thank you Lord, I'm very grateful for what you've given me. :) Please forgive me for my sins, and continue to give me faith. Gracias.

RAWR.

Fish Life

So it's been what...almost 2 weeks of school?
The first week of my Freshman hs year ended, and it took FOREVER, too. (By the way, I never understood why they called us "Fish." I mean, I guess "fresh" sounds like "fish", but it's not like they call seniors "sharks" or juniors "jelly fish," so why us? Really.

Anyways I'm just gonna rant out my thoughts of high school: It's not as good as I thought it would be. Which isn't a big surprise, right? I mean, I've already talked about how I'm always disappointed, so why should this time be different?
Lol me and my drama...Actually, high school isn't that bad. It's gotten much better after the first few days. :) What surprises me is that the 1st day, I wasn't tardy AT ALL. :O Can you believe that? I guess my sense of direction has gotten better. But then again, I've gotten spazzier, too. So I guess it's even.
Our school's main hall is so crowded. There's like no personal space. And so many people just stand there and talk! How do they find the time? And I have to walk through that hall quite a few times, too. So I just push everyone out of my way, lol. Or if I have my violin, I just stick it in front of me, and people usually stay out of my way then 'cause they don't wanna get knocked over by my instrument. :) (So I'm guessing some people are mad at me right now..)

Speaking of instruments, my Orchestra teacher is crazy. She's good, but crazy. Lol however it makes for fun times, and I think she likes me! :D (She smiled at me twice!) Even though she still doesn't know my name, since there's so many Jenny's in our class. She likes to..vent out her excitement, I suppose. We're having a car wash, and get to play for baseball teams, and next year we get to go to AUSTRIA!! If I make Symphony.. so I have a lot of stuff to look forward to! :) (And then get disappointed again...lol.)

Well, anyways..now that I've ranted on her, I'll just rant on my other teachers worth ranting about, too.

So my Geometry teacher's cool. She works everything out very clearly, so I'm like, never confused. My World Geography teacher is really precise, and even though he's a guy, he has a girl last name. o.o lol. Plus he makes us number our spiral really weirdly. Instead of every page being a different number, he makes every assignment have a different page number. So like..our map would be page 1, and notes would be page 2, even if the map takes up 3 pages. o.o That confuses me very much.

COMPSCI. OMG our teacher goes on SUPER LONG RANTS about the book's author, and how he's stupid, or how the college board is power hungry, and stuff like that. And he just goes over this powerpoint, and adds a rant here and there, so every day I have to go home and re-review everything over again by myself. >.< It's very confusing. But I think it's just me, since I suck at computers to begin with. He said that some people will get their program running in 3 minutes, and others will take a week...I'm pretty sure I'll take a week, if not more. Sad, isn't it? Especially when I live in such a technological age.

But hey, I'm improving! Now I know how to switch between bases! :D I was all excited and told my vegetarian friend, and then he was all, "You didn't know that? Wow, you're stupid." You know what?!?! SHUT UP.

Anyways, lol. English is SO WEIRD. Like our teacher seemed SO MEAN the first few days, and wore ONLY BLACK, but apparently that was just to weed out the lazy people so they'd drop out. Now she's a bit nicer, and wears like pinks, whites, and reds. :)

Anyways apparently in her class we're not allowed to say "yeah," since it's disrespectful, and in formal papers, we can't use contractions, since that's slang, and on the second day I was tardy after lunch (I have B), and she got kinda mad at me. Like not mad, just..disappointed, I guess?

'Cause I took the wrong stairway, since I tried to take the shortcut but messed up, and so I had to run all the way across the school, and right as I was outside the bell rang. =.= And she was all, "How can you take the wrong stairway? All you have to do is take the main stairs! Or just take this hallway, and it'll bring you right up here!" Well. I couldn't talk back, so I was just like, "sorry." But I think she likes me now. :)

I have Spanish 6th period! We're just reviewing right now, but my teacher's from Spain, so she speaks mostly Spanish during the class period. =.= Anyways I can still follow her pretty well, but I still think last year's class and teacher was muuch better. :) Last year's Sr. was cool. Man, he should've moved up with us..and I should've been put in his class. >.>

Anyways last I have Biology. My teacher is really funny. He's always like sarcastic, and makes us feel stupid and crazy, lol. But I have a few friends in this class, and I made a new friend! :D He's nice.

So in the end, school's ok, I guess. There's too much homework. >.< I bet I'm gonna gain some weight this semester, since I'm not really moving around...Pah. Wish me luck?

High School, Hot Koreans, and Good Attitude

Hello everyone. Just ranting today. Might be kinda unorganized and random, please bear with me. (But I don't think it'll be as bad as before, since I know I have to work on my transitions for high school.)

SO. I can't wait for high school! I'm done with summer reading, so there's nothing holding me back now. And I've got most of my backpack ready..but I still havta buy food for lunch. Hmm..

Anyways I'm sort of losing hope in high school though, since the advisory's by your last name, and we all know how my last name is super different from most of my friends. -.- This is what I get for being unique. But whatever, maybe I'll make some new friends and be like, "WAPAA. I GOT THIS."

(Aha you all needa watch "George Lopez" sometime, it's hilarious. Perverted jokes and all. ;)

Rawr ok I've recently been wasting my life on Tumblr (my other blog), and there's all sorts of stuff and people on there, with all sorts of posts. There's a bunch of blogs dedicated to hot guys. :) And there's also blogs dedicated to hot ASIAN guys. And get this: THEY'RE ALL KOREAN!! WTF?! Why are Korean idols so good-looking? Dude like Japanese and Chinese people can't even compete. Maybe with their girls, but never guys. *Sigh* it's kind of embarrassing.

But they're all very talented, good-looking, and superb dancers. :) I wanna poster.

By the way, I've been thinking: Am I technically like..cheating on Blogger? Since I'm using Tumblr, and they're like competitors? Lol that's a weird way of thinking..you don't think they'll kick me off one? That'd suck, yo.

Pshh anyways I'm noticing myself changing a lot. Like my personality and attitude, lol. I think it really did start at camp. Recently I've started doing a loot more housework, and I'm not even being told to, or not even resenting it. I don't ENJOY it, I just like the fact that I'm helping people in this world. In short, I've gotten less lazy. :) That's a great way to start the new school year, isn't it?

Taken for Granted

Who knew? It kinda looks like a paradise...yet I just take this all for granted, and every time I walk by it I never notice the subtle beauty. :)

CRAP I'm reading too much Rebecca.

Bullying, Rebecca, and Peer Pressure

Well hello :). There's less than a week left of summer! I'm so excited for high school, and I can't wait to see my teachers and meet new friends and see if I have lots of classes with my old ones! But I'm also kind of scared, 'cause a friend told me that freshmen get bullied a lot.

=.= I mean really, what's the point of bullying someone? Punching someone else doesn't make you look stronger, especially if they're WEAKER than you. And saying someone's fat or ugly doesn't make you skinnier or prettier. So seriously people..stop it. (AND SPREAD THE WORD OF GOD!! - another sad attempt at being a witness...)

I'm not so much afraid of bullying as I am of being put in a situation where I kinda have to stop it. It's happened before, but it wasn't like.."bullying" bullying. It was more like stealing people's stuff or yelling at a younger kid to get you potato chips or whatever.

So usually I just say, "HEY. Don't be rude." And then they stop. :) But every time that's happened it's always been someone younger than me bullying someone even MORE younger than me, so technically I have seniority over them..and "therefore they're inferior to us", as a wise friend once said. :P

*Sigh* but that's just the kind of thinking that starts bullying, right?

Aha that was deep. Anyways DUDE I don't know how many of you guys have read this, but Rebecca is a pretty good book. It's not the best I've ever read, but..it's well written. But --SPOILER ALERT!!!-- I hate the end!! WHY would they have to burn the frickin' house down?!? Manderley sounded like such a pretty and serene place, and Maxim even said he would "give her children." But now THAT dream's crushed thanks to FAVELL AND MRS. DANVERS, the stupid people. >.< Now they're stuck reliving the past in a hotel room, and they're afraid to do anything involving their senses. :( How can they have kids like that?!

But I like the storyline, how even though he's twice her age she and him can still love each other fully:

I think this reminds me somehow of her and Maxim. (It's obvious the girl's trying to save the guy.) Maybe it's just me, but..wow it's so cute! XD (Side note: what is her name?! Makes me feel so insecure not knowing.)

Ooh I have another cute picture to show you guys:

This is SO my checklist for life. :P Well like..most of the things on it. It's funny how it's mostly the same for everyone, isn't it? Like we lose our individuality..

Now we all try to wear the same clothes (skinny jeans, brand names) and eat the same food (healthy, hot cheeto fries) and do homework the same way (distracted) and now we want to LIVE the same way too! Peer pressure really is a strong thing, except it's not only in teens...it works for every age group.

I remember our speaker at camp, Jeremiah, told us he showed everyone his butt just because the "cool kid" did so. And the "cool kid" did it on accident. =.=' Do you see what this world is coming to?

Anyways I don't want to make this too long. Thanks for reading this blog, and good luck in the new semester!

:)

If I got that for Valentine's Day...and a note said what it said above...

Well, you can't be THAT hopeful. :P

French Dream

I had a really weird dream last night. But it wasn't scary, or anything...it was just different.

So I dreamed I was going to college in Paris. :) That would be really cool if it was true, but too bad I wouldn't understand anything. Anyways the college was called Chell'a'belle, or something. It sounded French, I guess that's why it's in my dream.

And it's a really good college, so instead of dorms, we got our own hotel rooms. :D (Haha my dreams are so fantasy-like.) So a bunch of my camp friends were there, and they were in my classes, and EVERYTHING was indoors. Which is really weird, since a college is a campus, right?

And anyways the hallways LOOKED like they were outside, but instead of grass, it was really green carpet. I guess this is a message of how little I've been outside? Which is not true, because I've been swimming almost every day!

Sorry, I just had to share this really weird dream. Because after having it, I have a sudden urge to actually visit Paris, and see all the little shops, and see if my "college" Chell'a'belle is real! XD

Unless...SOMEONE PLANTED THAT DREAM INTO MY HEAD, LIKE "INCEPTION"!! :O

Lol but really, Paris is a beautiful place.

Witnessing, High School, and Bunnies

Hello! :D I haven't posted in forever.

Anyways I got to go to camp at the beginning of August, and it was really enlightening. I really got that God feeling, and I realized that there were a lot of nice people in this world that are Christian, too. Really.

Hm well I learned about being a witness and telling everyone in this world about God and his awesomeness. So if you read this blog and aren't Christian, you are seriously living a pointless life. 'Cause God will always be there for you, and protect you, and when you leave this world you'll be happy with him up in heaven. :)

Yeah that was really bad witnessing, but hopefully it touches your heart? Lol so I also made a commitment at camp, and it was to let God wash away my sins and make me as pure as a piece of white paper. A lot of people made the same commitment, and on the last night all of my friends pretty much cried. :( It was so touching! I can't believe I cried like that.

Since usually I'm not a very "open" person, and I don't bawl my heart out, so I guess I didn't cry as hard as most of my friends, but some tears leaked out. And my heart was really touched, about those messages of God. :) I felt his presence that night. WHOO!

Anyway I won't go into detail about camp. But I'm really glad how loving everyone was there, and thanks to my friends I tried a lot of new activities that I wouldn't have done if I was alone. I also made so many new friends, and met so many new people...Too bad it was such a short time. :( But next year high school camp is 1 day longer! :D

As you should know, I'm starting high school this year. :) I'm really excited. Not for the homework, but just the new experiences, and meeting new people, and FINALLY going to a dance! Because I never went to the middle school dances. They sounded really lame... But the high school ones, I'm going to go at least once. :) But that means I gotta go get a dress... *sigh*

But I really don't know, since all my high school friends say high school's waay better than middle school. And adults are always like, "Yup..those were the days." But none of my friends are really excited. :( They're all, "Too much homework!" or "Too early!" or "I hate people. =.=" Lol I guess I don't have very encouraging friends, do I?

Haha jk I love them all! Maybe I'm just a really optimistic person, so it balances out all their pessimism. 'Cause God has it all under control!

However I have a feeling this year isn't going to be THE BEST, because one of my friends is moving away. D: He's been a really great friend, and I've had so much fun laughing at him AND laughing with him, and I'm gonna miss those times. SO WE BETTER KEEP IN TOUCH! And I guess it's a good experience for him, meeting new people and going to an international school, but still. I just hope we don't end up like those people who never talk ever again.

Wow I really have no idea where I'm going with this. I just popped in, thanks for reading, sorry for having to put up with me, and I hope you like this picture!

Isn't this the cutest bunny?! Actually, all bunnies are cute..

Please don't judge. XD

Best Divorce Letter Ever!

Dear wife:

I’m writing you this letter to tell you that I’m leaving you forever. I’ve been a good man to you for 7 years and I have nothing to show for it.

These last 2 weeks have been hell.

Your boss called to tell me that you quit your job today and that was the last straw. Last week, you came home and didn’t even notice I had a new haircut, had cooked your favorite meal and even wore a brand new pair of silk boxers. You ate in 2 minutes, and went straight to sleep after watching all of your soaps. You don’t tell me you love me anymore; you don’t want sex or anything that connects us as husband and wife. Either you’re cheating on me or you don’t love me anymore; whatever the case, I’m gone.

Your EX-Husband

P.S. don’t try to find me. Your SISTER and I are moving away to West Virginia together! Have a great life!

Moi :D

Wow this is a cool countdown thingy.

TEN THINGS ABOUT YOURSELF
1. I suck at emotional stuff.
2. I'm awesome. :D
3. I have awesome friends and family, too.
4. I love new school supplies. :)
5. I'm Christian!
6. I don't wear makeup.
7. I'm really behind on my summer reading.
8. I can't wait for camp! :D
9. I love dancing.
10. I have a high metabolism.

NINE THINGS YOU’VE THOUGHT ABOUT RECENTLY
1. HEE HEE I'M HIGH.
2. I'm so lucky for this life.
3. I needa get off the computer.
4. Blogging is fun. :)
5. My glasses have butterflies on them.
6. LOL I feel like a Kindergartener.
7. "Inception" was an awesome movie.
8. I'm really lonely and bored here.
9. 1 week till camp!

EIGHT THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE
1. Get married with the person I love and loves me back.
2. Have kids, be able to drive legally.
3. Go to Korea, and get an autographed poster. :)
4. Go to Japan, see the pretty cherryblossoms.
5. Tour Europe!
6. Learn what it feels like to be happy when another person is, and be sad when they are, too.
7. Waah tell everyone I love that I love them. And let them belive it. =.=
8. Have no regrets.

SEVEN THINGS YOU WANT BEFORE THE END OF THE YEAR.
1. Something personal..
2. Make new friends, and be closer to my old ones. :)
3. Choreograph my own dance.
4. Have fun in high school.
5. Be better at computers.
6. Better eyesight? Is that possible?
7. To feel beautiful. As stupid and shallow as that sounds.

SIX THINGS TO DO BEFORE YOU GO TO BED.
1. Eat.
2. Excercise.
3. Violin and piano.
4. Shower.
5. Laugh.
6. Think.

FIVE THINGS YOU WISH YOU COULD SAY TO FIVE DIFFERENT PEOPLE RIGHT THIS VERY MOMENT.
1. Thanks for being a great friend and I'm really sorry for not understanding you at times.
2. I love spazzing out with you. :) Life is so much better.
3. I'm going to miss you a lot. Have fun in your new..home. :)
4. STOP MAKING ME CONFUSED! Just say what you truly think, and don't lie!
5. I know I've been a crappy person to you but in the end know that I'll always love you.

FOUR THINGS YOU’RE DOING RIGHT NOW.
1. Blogging
2. yawning
3. Thinking.
4. Summer reading.

THREE THINGS YOU’RE SCARED OF
1. Death; actually, I’m not scared of it, but I just have so much I want to do first, and I'll never be prepared for it, I think.
2. sleeping after watching a scary movie.
3. Gangster groups at night.

TWO THINGS YOU WANT RIGHT NOW
1. Money (hah so greedy. Just kidding!!)
2. To be finished with my book. =.=

ONE CONFESSION
1. I know I say I'm awesome, but I'm really not. (Lol good confession, right?)

Inception!

Hey everyone! I haven't posted much over the weekend 'cause I don't even get on. :D I know, shocker, right?! But it's 'cause I have much more stuff to do, UNLIKE SOME PEOPLE!! AAHAHAHAHAH.

Lol sorry I'm super high right now and I'm trying to organize how I'm gonna post everything that I wanna without having to make like 60,000 posts. Because see, Michelle has a tumblr, and she finds these really cool things. But she finds too many. =.= And I wanna share everything, but that's too much work. So I'll just talk about this weekend, and show some cool stuff. :)

Ok so yesterday I got to watch the movie "Inception"! :D It was awesome. EXCEPT THE END. OMG. But I'll get there in a minute. Soo it's about these group of people who go into other people's dreams and plant ideas. The main character is Cob, who had to leave his children and unintentionally killed his wife, and wants to get back home. Therefore he helps this Japanese guy to ruin a competitor company by going into the guy's dream and telling him not to do the business.

It's a funny yet cool movie. :)

Ok now to explain the next few funny pics:
The Japenese guy is super rich, and they needed a way to get the rich business competitor guy alone. So they flew in the Japanese guy's private plane.

Next: alright so this helper dude and this girl Ariadne (both going into dreams with Cob) were trying NOT to attract attention in the dream:

Lol and at the end I THINK they like each other. :) That part was funny. The next one is when they went into a deeper part of the dream, and the helper guy in the above picture was trying to shoot down some guys. So this other guy came and blew up the whole building, it was funny. :D

Cob and his wife:

See, this is why I liked this movie. Because it's funny, yet there's action and romance. I like movies with everything, but not too much of it. And it wasn't scary! :D (No seriously. The only scary part was a commercial for "The Last Exorcism" before the movie even started. Don't EVER watch that movie.)

But the END is RETARDED. Like so there's this top, and in a dream it never falls, and in reality it does. But at the end, when Cob's with his kids, it NEVER SHOWS if it falls or not!! D:

Yup, that scary looking person was me. INSIDE. :D Anyways that movie was awesome, I recommend it. I didn't even cry once! :D

Haha jk I'm not a sappy person. Seriously, though. Go watch it.

Aww! (Again)

You know, Tumblr's actually a pretty cool thing. There's lots of cute sayings and pictures on other people's blogs. I think I'll start posting some of their stuff. :)

I want someone to create cute memories with. I want someone to sneak up behind me & kiss my cheeks with the element of surprise. I want to take long strolls in the park holding hands & talk about everything & anything. I want that one special person to appear in my life already.

Well, I think if I fell in love with them now, it'd be too soon. I'd just want to know them, and be the bestest of friends. :)

Awwww!

Now is that cute or what?! Lol too bad I haven't experienced all this yet. Just the first 2? I mean what kind of wussy cries in their pillow? That makes it all wet and gross.

Haha jk. It's cute, what love does to you. :)

Whooaaa God Sighting

Lol this is so ironic. I guess it's not TOO interesting, but I've been degraded to telling about weird boring stuff now since that nothing exciting's been happening. But I really do think this is a God sighting. If not a normal one.

So I went to a pre-camp rally at Michelle's church. I had dance before, so like I was super tired. And then I didn't have dinner, so I pretty much didn't eat for 6 or 7 hours.

And I was wearing contacts ('cause of dance), and the lights in the church were super bright. Or was that just me? I dunno maybe my senses were on overdrive or something. Lol I'm so spazzy.

Anyways but then halfway through I felt really crappy at church. Like nauseous. And it was so weird, 'cause it was right after the preacher finished talking about praying for us that we'd understand God and use our lives to do things that He'd be proud of. And not invest what we do for our life on Earth, which is temporary, but our everlasting time in Heaven. Hopefully. Yeah and also how life is about suffering, but we gotta trust the Lord to help us. He also talked about how church and camp isn't just about friends and fun, but mostly about learning more and getting closer with God.

And I was like "Yeah, he's so right!" 'Cause up 'till that point I only wanted to go to camp for the fun, but then I was like "OMG I can't believe I totally forgot about Him. Man I'm so stupid, but now I know why I'm REALLY going to camp."

And then right after that I felt SUPER CRAPPY and like I couldn't stand up. It's like God was telling me not to go to church for a pre-camp rally just 'cause your friend invited you, and not to go to camp because your friends say it was fun, but that I should realize the TRUE meaning of all these activities, and go for HIM.

Haaa wow I feel so enlightened right now. :) I think that pre-camp rally really made me a better person. Even if I had to feel like I wanted to puke because of hunger, and could barely stand up.

Quotable Quotes

"No, this is MY ding dong! That's YOUR ding dong, and that's YOUR'S."

Lol this reminded me of so much pervertedness I saw on youtube, and during school...mostly pretty much around the world? XD

So I was at a soccer party, I guess (I don't play soccer. We watched the FIFA World Cup Final, lol. Btw, Spain won), and some 5th graders were invited. I think they were playing a messed up version of House, or Family, or whatever, and they had customized doorbells.

Haha but when you're like me sitting off to the side, and just hearing random bits of the conversation, you do like a double take and go "O_O WTF?!"

Anyways that made my day. But is it just me or are kids getting perverted and starting to cuss waay earlier than us? I mean...seriously. It shouldn't happen till before you take Health. It ruins your life, but it's very educational...and makes for good times in life. XP

Albino Crow?

I was flipping through the internet one day (can you do that??) looking for stuff to put on my blog. 'Cause not much interesting stuff has happened in my life recently, and there's no point in just ranting about little stuff like baby squirrels or baby birds or baby/little sisters. (Ha, see what I did there?)

No but seriously, now that it's like summer, all the animals are very cute. :) Excluding my sister...

Anyways. As I was saying, I was on the internet and I saw this really weird looking bird. Some people were all like, "Oh it's so pretty! We should breed more!" And others were like "Ew what the HELL is that?!" Haha I'm more of like in between. It's not a gross bird, it's just...unique! What do you think?

Lol the second picture makes it look more like an eagle crossed with a snowy owl. But guess what. It's actually a crow!

I'm not sure if crows have any deadly predators or whatever. I know cats and stuff like to chase them, but they usually just fly away. So the color of the bird doesn't really affect its survival. But still, I feel so sorry for it! I mean, look. It's all alone. Like the other birds are shunning it or something. It's so lonely that it's had to stoop down and get human companionship. Or maybe it's a trained bird..hm didn't think of that. ;P

But really. How do albino things exist? Are there actually albino people? And no offense or anything but albino people remind me of Lord Voldemort from Harry Potter. >.<

I wonder if more and more albino things are cropping up in this world. Probably from pollution...But it'll be like racism all over again. Instead of colored skin, probably like 2000 years from now (if the sun doesn't explode or the world doesn't end) it'll be normal people against albino people. And who knows, maybe Lord Voldemort'll be real.

But for now, I'll just thank God for letting my family and me be normal. :) (Well, as normal as we can get...)

Fireworks!

Aah Happy Belated July 4th everyone! Lol I didn't post yesterday...too busy. >.>

Anyways hope everyone saw bunches of fireworks last night! I know I did...we sat on like the soccer field, watched a fireworks show. Then we started naming all the fireworks we saw...Michelle was like this squeaky boom kinda one, and me and Mary were all the awesome fireworks. :) Alex and Karan were just random ones, and of course we also found some Ke$has and some Lakeeshas. (I don't even know if that's a real name...)

Anyways yesterday I just gotta catch up with my friends. It was pretty fun. The fireworks weren't the best, but they're still probably better than anything my street could ever have done. Especially without setting anything on fire.

Hm yesterday I also went to Wal-Mart to buy lots of stuff. Food, of course, but I also got a straightener! :D Now my hair won't be like..a lion's mane. O.o lol. But it looks a lot better straightened. Argh I also had to get makeup for dance, since I started feeling guilty after borrowing everyone else's makeup for..what..5 1/2 years? Haa I'm such a freeloader.

So..the U.S. is now a free country for another year! :D I've just realized that a lot of us are super lucky to be in this country, and not like..in some other one, where you have to study everyday and spend more time in the bookstore than at the mall. I feel so happy just thinking about it.

Hmm but we still gotta visit that country we just escaped..how ironic.

Boredom

Ello guys. I know I've been posting more than usual...but that's due to the confusion with 2 blogs and insane boredom. I made a Tumblr..but I'll still keep this one. :) I don't really wanna waste more internet space than needed. (You guys should be feeling guilty right about now. XP)

Anyways. I've decided to make it easier for other people, I'll just post the same things on both blogs. This is why God has made copying and pasting, lol. So whichever one you wanna go to, so be it.

Ah my tumblr is awesomejenny.tumblr.com. It looks a lot different than my Blogger one..it's all hitech and stuff. I just don't like how you can't comment. Or maybe I haven't found it yet. :)

Keep on visiting! Thanks a ton..million..whatever.

SUCCESS!

HAAA I figured out that you COULD change your url on blogger! Stupid me. Now it's http://www.awesomejenren.blogspot.com/. In case you couldn't figure it out...though I don't know how you got here. o.o hmm...

Anyways thanks to my followers for..following..and reading...and voting and commenting and stuff like that. And thanks to my readers that didn't follow for all that other stuff I said above. :) I would seriously have quit this if it weren't for you guys!

FUDGE but you know what sucks? All my comments are gone. :( So COMMENT MORE! :)thanks.

Tumblr?

HAA July 1st! A new month...a new...day?

Anyways. Um..I'm gonna keep this post short. It's about Tumblr. I dunno...like Michelle and Becca - and some other people I guess - are now blogging on Tumblr. And since no one's using their Blogspots ('cept for me), I guess the smart thing to do would be to switch over to Tumblr.

Hm but I dunno! I really like this blog..I mean, I've had it for 3 years now, and soon I'll have tons of stuff to post about, since I'm going to high school! All the memories!

And plus...Tumblr's confusing to me. Lol. I'm pretty sure it's just 'cause it's new to me, though. 'Cause everything's like..step by step and there's buttons for different categories and stuff. Though this blog has it, too....well, Tumblr's just a lot different. Like I think it's less organized. And we all know I love organization.

Hm so what should I do? I already have a few subscribers...but one of them asked me to switch. And I know I shouldn't listen to peer pressure, or whatever, but it's pretty much peer pressure that led me to this blog anyways. And look at how happy we are together! :D

Haha I'm dreaming. But I really don't know if I should switch. I know what would help me make my decision, though! If blogspot could let us change our urls, I would totally stay. 'Cause with tumblr you could do that. And I wanna change my url now...too long and complicated. :-/

You know what? I'll just keep posting on this for now...and I'll ask the Blogger people to see if they can make a new feature to change urls. :) Yaah I feel like I'm making a difference in the world! Even if it's just for me...lol.

Anyways, keep on staying alive guys! Hope ya'll have a great 4th of July!

Ranting...Again

Hm well heey guys. Haven't talked to ya'll in a while. Not really. Whatever.

So lately I've been bored and lonely, but strangely I don't have much time. Have you ever been in that situation? Like you seriously want better stuff to do, but at the end of the day you still end up tired and sleepy. I dunno, maybe it's just me? D:

Anyways. I've been wasting my life currently reading Harry Potter. I know I have high school summer reading assignments, but I always procrastinate. And actually, I think it's a pretty good strategy. Like if you read your books super early in the summer, then you'll forget most of it by the time school starts. And then you'll fail the test, unless you re-read it, which is what most of my friends are doing. I'M not gonna re-read the frickin' books...but I WILL annotate them. Especially towards the end of the summer, which is almost when school starts, so I'll remember the whole thing! :D

I just recently finished Harry Potter #6, and started Harry Potter #7. I read the end of the last one, and..I dunno..maybe because I haven't read the whole middle of the book yet, just the beginning and the end, but to me it seems kind of abrupt. Like he beat Voldemort at the end in some logical thing...and Voldemort's curse backfires on himself...and then it fastforwards to when all the kids are all grownup and married and have kids. I dunno...it should have elaborated on like, their sorrows, and their happiness...

Argh I'm going crazy. I think it IS 'cause I skipped the middle of the book. But that's usually how I read them! I get bored towards the middle, so I skim through most of the book and read the ending. Then I go back to where I stopped reading, and start again. :/ It ruins the book, and it makes me read super slowly..but I can't stop this bad habit.

Hm anyways next. I realized an important thing about myself.  So like...you know how I was looking forward to Summer School a lot, and then my "hopes and dreams" were crushed by not being able to go?

Not really that dramatic, but that happens a lot of times. Like..I had a birthday party, and I was looking to it a lot, since it was my first one, but then it turned out to be really...boring. :( (A lot of my life is consumed by boredom...is that bad?)

Well I realized that I always look forward to stuff too much. I'll be super excited, and then I get letdown. Hm I guess I just hope for too much. Maybe I should like...have a super pessimistic outlook on life, and look forward to the worst, so then I'll never be disappointed.

Aw but then life's no fun! Maybe I'm always disappointed because of my optimistic outlook on life. :D And, of course, my modesty. *Cough.* :)

The Secret of Life Guards and Fashion??

Hm now that I've overcome my recent sadness and spazziness over Summer School, I've started to focus more on my SURROUNDINGS, you know? And those surroundings would include the pool, of course. And who, do you ask, is at the pool so worth mentioning to be on my blog??

HOT LIFE GUARDS! :D Lol the guy ones, for those that wonder. Girls count, too, I guess.

I dunno but just recently I've realized that almost all guy life guards are reaaally good looking. And I'm POSITIVE it's not just me...I mean, hasn't everyone read like a magazine article, or a story, or book, etc. about some girl falling in love with a hot life guard??

But then when school starts they break up since she discovers his hideous personality or whatever. But who cares?? We can just look at them for now. *drools*

Lol I'm just kidding. But seriously, I wanna know what makes them so hot. I know they all have like 6 packs and other hunky muscles from swim training. And I guess that have like..a tan, from the sun.

But I mean, being a life guard can't change your face... If it could, then everyone would want to be a life guard!! So how... I mean, why can't all guys look like that?

Nah I take that back. Then you couldn't compare, and be like "Well my guy looks better than your's. :P" But seriously. And doesn't having hot life guards defeat the purpose?? I mean, say you have to save this drowning girl. But maybe, since she's so weak - spirited, when she sees you, she faints and just drowns anyways. Lol can you get fired for that?

Anyways I was just wondering. Summer has a lot of hot guys. Someone needs to tell me their secret. :D

On another subject, I just recently got invited to some fashion website named Lookville. Apparently you can only join on invitation, and I was invited since my blog looked spiffy. :) I mean, I'm very glad for the compliment to my blog, but they obviously don't know me if I'm invited to a FASHION website.

Well, I joined anyways, and then I quit because I couldn't understand the thing, lol. It's like..you post pictures of yourself wearing something you think looks cool, or whatever, and you can comment and give advice.

I didn't understand 3/4 of what the advice givers were saying, and I couldn't really see what was wrong with the outfits... I mean, they looked fine to me. Except for some reaally racy ones, which confused me since the advice givers said they liked it. 0.o

But I feel kind of left out, lol. I mean all those girls out there are dressing up, and I can't understand how to. :( Sometimes I think even guys are better at matching clothes than me. *Cough* As in my friend Alex, who tried explaining to me why he only wore certain shirts with these certain shoes. It took me awhile to get. >.<

Hm am I too un feminine? I care about how I look...like I don't look like a hobo, and I want to look pretty. But after going onto that website, I see I have a lot to learn. Maybe Alex should give me tutoring sessions. XP

Aah just kidding!! That would be awkward.

No but seriously, I really need help. D:

Waste of Life!

Man I am so pissed. And disappointed. You know how I was talking about going to summer school, and taking health, and I was looking forward to it??

WELL I CAN'T GO ANYMORE. I WASTED MY LIFE yesterday. 2 hours of it!!! Waiting to sign up. I had to sit in the Commons for like 1 hour and 45 minutes, and then more lines to get stickers on my forms or other crap like that.

And when I GET THERE, they say.. "Oh, I'm sorry. Health 1st session is full. Do you wanna take that in the 2nd session?"

RETARD. IF I COULD DO 2ND SESSION, THEN I WOULD'VE TAKEN IT IN THE 2ND SESSION!! I GOT CAMP!!

And so I had to leave with my dad and sister in tow. After waiting for 2 hours. What justice is this?? I'm sorta sad I don't getta go. Like...I'll have gotten to spend lots of time with my friends during the summer, even if it's during Health. And I would've had time away from my grandparents and sister, which is who I'm spending my summer with. But now that I can't go, I won't have extra homework, or quizzes, or have to deal with some scary people. D:

No seriously. Like while I was waiting there, there was this one white guy who kept on cussing. And he was skinny, but he looked like he could kill someone. And then there were some ghetto people, with really bright hilights...and some sagging REALLY BADLY gangsters, and they were all bigger than me. D:

So all in all I'm not SUPER sad I'm not going... I didn't even cry! :D (Lol I don't cry that much. Don't get the wrong idea.) But now I'm all off schedule...my nonexistent one, and I don't have much to do in the summer to begin with. :(

At least now my parents are letting me go to camp. They're all happy that I can't go to summer school. >.< Apparently I might get kidnapped by a ninja hiding behind a tree near my bus stop. I don't know... I guess it makes sense for their personalities, considering how they thought I'd fall in a ditch and die when I wanted to ride my bike to school. (Now that I think about it, I have crazy parents. :) Maybe that's where I get it from?)

But what stinks is that the one year I get to go to camp, half the people that I WANT to go aren't going. Really? Is this how my life is always going to be?

No, I'm ok... Just have too much to rant about, lol. Hey, I just realized...why do I answer my own questions online? Is it because of my loneliness during the summer? D: Now I wanna go to summer school again.

But I guess I don't have it THAT bad, since I'd rather be not able to go than having already paid and I HAVE to go, but my friends didn't get in. I hope that's not your situation, Joseph, but you never know. :P

ARRRGH but I HATE the system for registering that I had to go through!! It should really be more organized. At least TELL everyone periodically which classes were full!!! So then I could've gone home and saved an hour of my life. a;sldih fh;laksj f;lij (Because, of course, time is money! :D)

Psh yeah right I'm not THAT Asian. :)

LOL funny facts

Heey! How's your summer going, guys? Mine's ok...I'm at my grandparents'. With my sister, so I guess it's not as GOOD as it could be, but...I'd rather spend my summer with them than with certain other people. XP

Anyways the food's really good. I'll probably get fatter by the end of the summer, even though I hope I won't. Not really having any plans for summer 'cept for school and camp, 'cause EVERYONE'S FREAKIN' IN CHINA!! I know it's the expo and all, but sheesh. Do you really want to wait 3 hours in the frickin' sun in a line with all these FOB people just to go to an exhibit?!?

Yeah, I know, I would too. It's so worth it, lol. (Jenny=hypocrite)

ANYWAYS. I went on some other person's blog, and I was...enlightened about some..weird actions our body does. Like...I dunno they had facts about orgasms and other weird stuff. It was kinda creepy. But interesting! :D (I am such a sick person. This is what loneliness does to me! DX)

Apparently the def. of an orgasm is "something that's totally awesome", since it's the "climax" of "sexual intercourse." Is it just me, or does this remind you of ELA terms? ARGH now I'm comparing a book with "sexual intercourse"! BTW, there's 5 parts to sex. Who knew?

Hm anyway, I'm really sorry to be all sick and stuff, but I seriously learned stuff from this. Not GOOD stuff, I guess, but...it should help you in life, right? Like..if you're on a game show, and they're like.."How many different orgasms could girls have?" And you could be all smart and nerdy and be like, "2!!!" (BTW, that's true.)

Ok, the facts. Guys can get orgasms while being touched on their nipple. o.o I don't know of any girl that would touch a guy's nipple, only guys do that to themselves, I bet. Lol they're lonelier than me. That's a first. XP You can also get orgasms on your hands and feet..losers.

OOH! And like, if you're spine gets electrocuted and oxygenated, or something, technically dead people could orgasm-nate..ish. (is that how you say it? Either way that's creepy...)

HAHA also, guys ejaculate at least 14 gallons of sperm over a lifetime. That's another game show question!! Psh all your friends will be jealous. Not really.

Also, animals have orgasms, too! Scientists think that dolphins have sex for pleasure, actually, and that pigs can have orgasms for 30 minutes. I bet they could kill themselves that way, just twitching with each other. EW.

GAAH i'm so ashamed of myself, but I had to share that...it was soo funny! Anyways, and I'm taking health for summer school this summer, too. I wonder how I'll turn out after that. I'm gonna gross everyone around me out, you can count on that!

Let Summer Begin! :D

OMG today was the last day of school! I gotta walk home, like I never do, but it rained. :( I guess it was ok, it was pretty fun. Though I got wet. And so did my yearbook! D:

Anyways, I LOOOOVED this year; I think it was one of the best I've ever had. I made a lot of new friends, and kept tons of my old ones, so...I guess you could call me a social butterfly. :P Btw, butterflies are pretty. Especially in sticker form.

Argh, sorry I sound so high. I'm just so giddy now that summer's begun, even though probably during July I'll be dying to go back to school. I don't really have much planned. The end of June and beginning of July will be at summer school (NOT 'cause I failed, it's to get my credits done early). Then in August I guess I'll go to camp! :D My first time, and I'm really excited for it. But usually what happens is probably I'll be super excited about it, and then it isn't as fun as I hoped. :( Pooey!

Hm but in all that time between, I guess I'll be spending almost every day at my grandparents'. It'll be really boring there, doing summer reading and going shopping at H-E-B, or whatever other food supermarket. But that's ok, because I can seriously start getting songs onto my iPod! :D I only have 6 songs on it, lol. Even though I got it during Spring Break..psh. I'm always really behind on these technological things.

This year was really weird, because at the end everyone started giving each other heartfelt notes. But not like love notes, more like "Oh you're such a great friend! Let's relive our memories.." At first I wasn't gonna do them, but then I felt kinda bad when I received 2 or 3, so I decided to give them out.

Except I wasn't thinking when I wrote their names in Sharpie on the back, and HUGE, too, so it bled through. :( But some of those notes were REALLY nice, and cute, and artistic. AND creative...I would never have thought of some of the ideas that I received.

ANYWAYS this post is gonna be pretty normal. Just wanted to say stuff about life. But summer's here! :D Time for...pool time, getting fat, holidays, lazyness...did I mention hot guys at the pool? Or girls, I guess. (Jk, I don't just go to the pool to scope out hot guys. ;P)

OH! I forgot about all those yummy cold treats we get to eat now!

Lol did I say this post was going to be normal?

Baby Boom!!

Ok so I was looking for other cool things to put on this blog, and I came across these pictures. Apparently earlier there was a baby stroller parade in Volgograd, Russia. I guess the people just dress themselves and their babies and the stroller in a theme to match. It's kinda cool and creepy at the same time.

Is that not cute or what?! :D The baby's a chicken, and the stroller's a pretty egg. AWWWW. I guess the people are dressed like farmers? But THAT'S NOT IMPORTANT. IT'S THE BABY! AWUH.

This is just creepy. The baby looks so..old..it's like..unnatural. The mom looks pretty though. But the baby..I think I'm scarred for life.. DX

AND THE WINNER!! :D Omygawd that's a seriously decked out baby..watch it turn out to be some spoiled brat when it grows up. And now we know where it all started! But what a cute baby!! AWWUUUH. XD

Now that I wonder..what did the parents look like? o.o

Summer!

OMG summer's almost here! :D I can't wait to have iced tea like above and swim in the pool!

Of course, I must keep focused so I don't slack off these next few weeks. *Sigh* Life is so hard...and pretty soon I'll be wishing to go to high school! :)

So anyways, there's sunny days ahead. Don't ruin them with a gloomy outlook on life!! ICED TEA!!

Cinco de Mayo

Hola amigos!! As you should know, today is CINCO DE MAYO!! It's an important holiday in Mexico, and since I'm in Spanish, I've learned about it, and how ALL THESE YEARS WHAT I'VE LEARNED ABOUT IT IS WRONG!! D:

So here's the jist: ever since like, elementary school, we've all though that Cinco de Mayo was a holiday celebrating Mexican independence from the French, correct?

WRONG. After this holiday, Mexico went back into being RULED by the French. However, it's still an important holiday, because it's like the traditional story of the underdogs beating the...werewolves. O_O

Ok. So here's the TRUE story as told to me by my very enthusiastic Spanish teacher:

So it's 1862. Mexico's in debt to France, and they can't pay them back. And since the U.S. is in the Civil War, France thought that this was a great opportunity to go invade Mexico and take over. So they went to Mexico, with like...8,000 troops or something, and the discussion went something like this:

FRANCE: Give us back our money!!
MEXICO: But but you said our deadline was 5 months from now!!
FRANCE: Yeah, well, too bad. So here's the deal: you give us what you owe back now, or we get control of Mexico. Ok?
MEXICO: But but--
FRANCE: OK THEN, let's go explore and invade our new territory!

All right so it didn't happen exactly like that, but the facts and the 5 months thing is all correct.

Ok, then these like..Mexican rebels find out, and they decide that they have to go beat up these French wussies and regain their country. So with 4,000 rebels, they went to go fight the French. An important part of this battle is that the French were like...the best army right now, and they haven't lost for like 50 years, and so they were all over-confident and organized and very orderly about the way they fight and stuff. So these Mexican rebels caused a diversion, and all the French marched towards the diversion (you'd think they'd know what was happening, after all those battles...).

While they were preoccupied, the Mexican rebels then attacked and DEFEATED the French, who had TWICE as many troops. This historical event is know as the Battle of Puebla, or something like that, and it happened on May 5th, 1862, or CINCO DE MAYO. (See? It all makes sense now.)

Ok, so the Mexican rebels won, and they're like celebrating. But then France goes back with more troops, and takes control over Mexico and becomes their ruler for 3 more years. lol, so it's like a bittersweet but mostly bitter moment.

Alrighty, now that you've been enlightened, you can go tell all the people that THINK they know about Cinco de Mayo but really DON'T that they're WROONG. See, it could be like:

"Guess what? Today's Mexican Independence Day!"
"Uh, actually, no it's not. It's the Battle of Puebla day. And I'm so sorry that you've been stuck being stupid your whole life, but that doesn't mean you can go around and annoy people who know way more than you do, ok? Thanks. Maybe you've learned something today! :D"

Haha just kidding, don't go to someone and actually say that. You could get seriously hurt. Anyways, sorry if I bored you (those of you who actually READ this thing) with a history lesson that you probably already learned today, but since this IS my blog..of randomness, and this was random, so I have an excuse. :P Anyways, have a great day. life. whatever.

And yes, I just told you what to do. :P LOSERR!!

President Poll Results

Second blog post today! :D

Anyways, I have a few comments about this one post I had. It was like.."What type of President do you guys wanna have next?" And you guys...didn't surprise me, really. :P I think I knew what was coming.

White. Obama's messing the nation up...1 vote
Ok, uh, racist much? And lol I'm surprised I have white readers. :)
LOL JUST JOKING! don't hit me!!

BLACK! GO OBAMA...0 votes
Yeah, I'm not surprised, I don't got any black readers here. But still, racist? This world is so going downhill.

ASIAN! FTW...4 votes
whoo! I like to see that Asian pride here on my blog! :D But seriously...do you really think an Asian president would be able to rule this nation? They'd probably be doing like...math workbooks all day long and forget about the U.S.
JUST KIDDING!

But seriously..

Indian! the national currency will be curry!...1 vote
Ok, I'm surprised someone actually wanted the national currency to be curry. They must feel really strongly about their race...But of course, Asians are still in the lead. :P HAHA LOSER.
Just kidding! No really this time.
But who'd want the national currency to be curry? Will we have to eat it? Won't we just like...stink up the whole nation? At least the deodorant and perfume people will be really rich..
LOL I'M JUST KIDDING AGAIN! DON'T HURT ME!

But I mean, come on, that would suck..

dun really care, the pres. doesn't affect me...4 votes
Wow...America's youth these days are really scaring me.. Of course, I voted for this one, too, so. :P I'm a hypocrite. But seriously, I think that...we should at least have an OPINION, I mean come on, soon we'll be able to vote!

It doesn't matter, we're all gonna die...1 vote
Wow...you're a very pessimistic person, aren't you? No comment on this, except for GO GET A COUNSELOR.

Mexican! Ole!...0 votes
Lol this is funny. Guess either I have no Mexican readers, or we just hate you guys. :P sorry bout that...but most of you guys ARE illegal immigrants, am I not right?

SORRY SORRY PLEASE DON'T HURT ME I'M JUST KIDDING THIS TIME FOR REAL!!

Alrighty, I'm done..like I said, I'm not surprised.

Watch me get beatup today at like...chinatown, or whatever. D: I'm kinda scared now.

Linear Equations..actually used in life?! :O

Hey guys you know how in Algebra and other math classes we learn all this graphing crap, and we're like..."ok..so when are we going to have to use this in real life?" Well, now..I'VE FOUND AN ANSWER!!

Well...not for inverse or exponential or square root functions, but I HAVE found one for linear!

For those of you noneducated people out there, linear equations are straight lines on a graph. They usually follow the equation of y=mx+b. And there's lots of ways to find its intercepts, equation, blah blah blah.

"DON'T BE A BITCH WITH YOUR CHIT CHAT! JUST SHUTUP, AND SHOW ME WHERE YOUR DICK'S AT!" Lol sorry. is that the lyrics to the song? (By Ke$Ha)

AANYWAYS, you use like..linear equations for graphing stuff, and it FINALLY represents life: the older you get, the lazier you get. :) This I realized by seeing my friends, my ASIAN friends, who are usually on top of things, start slacking off, and failing stuff, and not crying and trying to make it up.

Of course, there are always exceptions, like.. my mom, who is VERY lazy, but still does what she has to do. Like cook and clean. Of course, now she makes me help her, so therefore she has to do less work while I do more. But don't be confused, I'm getting lazier, too. I remember once in 6th grade, I got an 89 on a test and I started to cry..what a wuss I was back then.

Lol and now, I get an 84 on a test, and I don't make it up. :P It's like...you just accept it, you know? Also, none of us even study for tests anymore. I feel guilty and like...review the night before, but I remember those innocent days when my friends and I would study weeks before tests in elementary school. I wonder how I had all that time...

Enough about school, I don't practice instruments as much anymore...my teachers are really "disappointed" in me because I haven't "lived up to my full potential." (She didn't say she was disappointed, but you could totally tell by her facial expression.)

And like, ok...let's talk about old people in this world. Some of them rely on their children to do stuff for them. Of course, they can't do it themselves sometimes because their body limits them, but...I bet they still wouldn't want to do them themselves. They just like..wake up early and go out to walk in the park or whatever.

Lol watch me get ambushed by all these elderly people. D:

I used to be a morning person, too, but now I'm more of a...10-11ish person. And I bet lots of my friends are like that, too.

In conclusion, on a graph of lazyness as the y axis and age on the x axis, the older you are, the more you are lazy. So the line is a positive one going to the upper right. :) I feel so smart. They should make me write an essay about this thing. I'd so beast.

Haha I KID! I'd rather eat and sleep.

Hmm but then I'd get fat... >.< This is harder than I thought.

Earth Day, Braces...

Hey guys, sup. Wasting my life again.

Well, I got my top braces today, they hurt...and we don't have Tylenol at home. :( Of course, even if we did, I still wouldn't take it. One, wouldn't that make me like, a wussy? I mean, you know, you gotta LIVE in the moment, right? What kind of weak person takes Tylenol when they can experience PAAAIN? }:D Ok, and second, I'm afraid I'll overdose. Psh, you know, this is the REAL world, whaddya expect?

Kk also, I skipped lunch today. :( I'm so sad...my ortho appt. was at 1, and i have lunch at 12:35ish...sadly, I ate food at 3:30 with throbbing teeth. My food consisted of 5 breadsticks. Does your life suck? WELL MINE'S WORSE.

Haha jk...I know I have it way better than lots of people in this world, sorry for acting so selfish, blah blah blah.

OHMYGAWD you know what? Today's Earth Day!! It's so effin stupid. I mean, us humans are so hypocritical. (And yes, I'm including myself, too.) We have this whole day devoted to Earth, and "saving it", and while we talk about this, people still litter, and throw candy rappers on the floor (wait isn't that littering? hmm...), and not recycle, and DON'T EVEN SHOW THEIR APPRECIATION BY WEARING EARTHY COLORS (blue, green, brown). It's retarded.

And plus, yeah, I guess raising awareness for the Earth is good and all, but we really shouldn't be focusing only 1 day on the Earth, we should be using our WHOLE LIVES to try and save it. I didn't realize how screwy we actually treated the Earth until like...pretty much last year on TV, and this year during Science. It's just so sad. You'd think since we live on this planet, we'd want to survive a bit longer on it, but I'm guessing our goal is to build a mini-mall on the moon and live there or something.

Of course, there's also the fact that the Earth probably won't explode in our lifetime, so the way we're thinking is, "Oh, well, let's let our kids deal with it. We'll be dead by then, anyways." That's just like us humans, selfish as always...

Funny how history has a way of repeating itself, hm? Watch us be (hopefully) up in heaven, and seeing the Earth remade all over again.

Lol funny quote

"Love is like a booger. You keep picking at it until you get it, then wonder what to do with it."

So realistic, though kinda gross...but at least we know now the author of this quote picks his nose! :D

Change

Hola guys. I read this post on Alex's blog, and I realized how alike we think. :P

But first, some person (Alex) mentioned how I always changed my blog layout, but I have a REASON for it. Well, 2. The first one (the shallow one) is that, well...Blogger just updated their layout designer thing, and I wanted to try them all out! So every like...few weeks, I find a coolio one to replace the other one that I've gotten bored with. :P

OK but like the second reason is...I decided I needa start CHANGING stuff, ya know? It's like... I dunno. Change is a part of life. Of course, if it happens too much, then that sucks...but still..without it, life gets...drab and gray.

It's like God meant for there to be change in the world. There's different weather every day, the seasons change, there's day and night, different animals, different type of people, and on and on. What makes us different is what keeps us together. :) Isn't that cool?

Ok, well, maybe not. But..even if you can't see the change in the world, you can experience it. I'ma talk about myself for the rest of this post, sorry for being "self - centered" or whatever. But I see most changes in myself, so it's easier for me to describe.

In any random order, a change in me would be my taste in music. Lol when I was like, 4, I would still sing in the car, but I'd listen to 99.1 (which is like slow love songs for adults), and I'd get half the words wrong and not understand what's coming out of my mouth. Then in elementary school I started listening to 96.5, because I thought it was "more modern", but really it's just like...some songs were modern, and others were oldies, but the beats in the those songs were really strong. Eventually my parents got "headaches", so I was forced to find a new station. :) Which is what I listen to now, 104.1 KRBE. I like their music, it's like...everything mashed together and played a lot so I can memorize the words. But it's not played TOO much that i get sick of the songs.

My point is, before I liked slow songs, and now it's fast beated dance music. :) But slow songs are cool, too. It depends on the rhythm.

Also, I've changed in school. Before I wouldn't procrastinate AT ALL, and I'd start studying like...3 or 4 days before the test/quiz, but now it's like the night before. :P Plus I've gotten less focused, I think, and though i occasionally freak out about school, I'm much more laid back, if I say so myself.

My personality's also changed. According to my parents, I went from "quiet to wild." In my opinion, I've just gotten meaner. In other words, I've seen the "real world", and now I'm practicing to get ready for living in it.

You know what's also changed? MY SELF ESTEEM. I used to be this super unconfident scared little girl, but now i'm all like I'M AWESOME. Of course, I'm still unconfident on the inside, but I try not to show it...it'd just seem like I'm fishing for compliments. Which annoys me, in case you don't know.

The way I think has also changed. When I was little, the preppy people = rich whites who dress prettily. And I'd think like, "One day I'll be way better than them, and I'll get a good job, and be smarter." And I dressed like the fobiest kid ever, with my little bowl cut. Lol.

And now I actually have a screwed up hairstyle (which is getting better), and try to dress ok - ish. I don't care about clothes as much as I probably could, but... :) let's just say this much: I like going to the mall and shopping now. If I saw myself saying that before, I'd be horrified, lol.

The way I talk has changed DRASTICALLY. I'd have like, words to say when I make mistakes, but they've changed from "darn it" to "dang it" to "crap" to "crud" to "shit" to "dammit." (which is what i say now, though I try to watch my language.)

Speaking of language, I have gotten SO PERVERTED these past 2 years. In 6th grade I was SO INNOCENT, 7th was a bit worse, but...I still didn't think the way I do now. Who knew the world's so dark, and there's so many slang words for all those...bad things people do?

A major thing is the way I feel now? Lol that's awkward. But like...shortly put, guys used to be "gross" and have "germs/cooties", and they were "stupid", but now they're great friends. (Ok, if you can't get the subliminal message behind that, then you seriously have no calling in life. no offense.)

Yeah, well, i'ma go now. Point of this super long waste of life post is, change is a part of life. Deal with it. XD

Procrastination

Before I start: got an important question wanting your thoughts on it at the bottom of this post! Please leave a comment and answer, gracias.

Anyways...Hi guys. I should be studying for my Spanish quiz, but as we all know, I'm gonna do that later. :P After I finish this post. I promise, with all my...nah, no guarantees there.

So. First topic: Alex is re - typing on his blog! He kinda like abandoned it, but then he went back and picked it up and started using it again. So yay for Alex! :D He's not wasting internet anymore! Of course, he has like...2 abandoned blogs, but let's not mention that. So..to visit his blog, the url is http://www.whereblogscometodie.blogspot.com/.

Ok, next topic. PROCRASTINATION!! Don't you guys just love it? It's a super long over - complicated fatty word to describe what Asians (and many other people our age) love to do. For those of you INNOCENT and IGNORANT people out there, the def of procrastination is:

Procrastination: wasting your life by putting off stuff to do later. :)

It's so funny how so many of my friends procrastinate. And they're SO GOOD AT IT, TOO! I'm not sure if that's a good thing, but they sure do know how to waste their lives and stay up super late. (No offense, guys. I <3 you!)

OMG A NOTICE!! Like you know how a long time ago we'd receive emails with like "Name 8 people, who would die first, who would be the leader, who'd go find food, blah blah. Who would be this person's boyfriend, what would you do if you were stuck in a closet with THIS guy, blaah." Do you know where I can find some? Or can you like, email me some? I wanna put some of my answers on my blog. :) And I liked actually filling those out...it was fun! I tried looking for those surveys up on Google, but I couldn't find the kinds that I wanted. Could you guys please help find?

Or you know what? If you want, you could just email me a blank one, or..and filled out version of your's, and maybe I could post your's up here, too? IF YOU WANT. You don't HAVE to. :) I just wanted to post some of them up. GRACIAS!!

OOH AND BEFORE i GOO. I have like..a question for you guys. An INTERESTING question. Please leave a comment and answer it!! :D

ATTENTION:
Would you rather die of STDs/AIDs, or high blood pressure?

I hope none of us die at this age, especially by any of these problems, but...apparently guys and girls have really different outlooks on this, and since I heard it at school, i thought it'd be interesting to hear what you guys thought about it. PLEASE ANSWER/LEAVE A COMMENT! :D

Quarter Year Apologies

Heey guys. I have some free time today, and I realized that I've done a lot of wrong things this whole 2010 year. So...almost 1/4 of it's gone, and I think it's time that I repent.

GOD: I'm sorry for being so sinful this year (so far...it's gonna change, I promise), and sometimes forgetting to pray to you. (>.< oops) But again, thanks for seeing me through all the hardships in life so far, and...giving me something to believe in. :D What would I ever do without you? (Oh, wait..I know. Sink into depression and wither away like flowers in winter.) Hehe that was a bit dark. But thanks, anyways..for watching over me and forgiving me. :)

Michelle: Sup bud? Hmm...I'm really sorry for freaking out about school and stuff. I can't really help it, I mean...if I don't do good in school, and since I pretty much fail at about everything else, wouldn't I just turn into some loner Asian on the street? So, yeah, thanks for putting up with me... And though I get annoying sometimes, I want you to know that it's MOSTLY not on purpose. :P No, I'm serious. Most of the time I can't help it. Also, apologies for making fun of you and poking you and all that other stuff...thanks for sticking by me and being a great friend I can lean on (on certain days, at least). But I mean...I can't expect you to be nice EVERY day. :P So gracias for all your love, and please appreciate mine. :)

Yanan: Hola Yanan. :) Thanks for being there for me, (especially during 7th period and spanish!), and making me laugh. :) We're getting abs together. lol. Also, sorry for being stupid sometimes, my mind goes kinda slow on random days. Yeah...luv ya, thanks for the good times, and keep them coming! :D

Helen: Hii helen. Lo siento for complaining to you sometimes...I know you didn't mean it THAT much when you told other people you didn't really know well stuff that you kinda kept from me..that hurt a bit. But it's ok. Sorry for bagging on you about that...forgive me? :] Also, thanks for...being a good friend? OH. And that big fatty chocolate bar for Valentine's Day. :) Now THAT was pure delight.

Mary: AWESOMO AMIGO!! :D Thanks for giving me boosts of self - confidence. :P And many many many good memories of laughing. Also, please forgive me for...I dunno...annoying you sometimes? If I ever do..I'm pretty sure it happened once, so...OH. I know. Sorry for just being there when you wanna tell a secret to Michelle or Helen, and I'm just there 'cause i got nowhere else to go. :] Please forgive me? And btw, thanks for awakening me to the wonders of food. XD

Ann: Lol hi Ann. This is like, the 1st year I really actually got close with you and talking to you. Thanks for making me neater and...telling me stuff about school. Sorry for making you perverted, please try not to make Rachel. Also, i know sometimes you got mad at me, I hope you're over that, sorry for whatever I did to anger you...but other than that, thanks for being another great friend.

Gary: Haha hi Gary. :) Sorry for being such an annoying person...just deal with me? But you have to admit, I AM a good friend. :) And at least I don't make FUN of you as much as SOME PEOPLE. COUGH COUGH MICHELLE HELEN COUGH COUGH. And sorry for being such a wuss...apologizing's in my nature, deal with it. Also, heh...sorry for teasing you about Claudia. I can't resist. :PP Ooh. And sorry for lecturing you about your health. Can't help it. (But seriously, getting more sleep will help you A LOT.) XD jkjk. Yeah...thanks for being a great friend, and letting me smile and laugh at you without hating me. Plus you brighten my days, especially in Algebra where I can freeload candy off of you. :D I know there's awkward moments, but please stay a great friend for...I dunno. As long as you can. :) Keep on making me smile!

Alex: Yo. :) (I tried to be cool. Did it work?) Anyways, I'm REALLY sorry for..doing whatever I did to make you hate me. I seriously don't know. Maybe if you told me, I could change it? Also, sorry for sometimes saying things I don't mean, like...well, I don't remember, but if you can't remember either, just remember that for the future. Also, it's cool with you being my stand partner, so KEEP ON DOING GOOD AT VIOLIN. And sorry for always saying you cuss too much. I just don't like it when...we dirty other people's minds, you know? Believe it or not, there's still NOT perverted people in this world... Also, I hope you feel better, with your cold, or whatever. And sometimes you have super huge bags under your eyes, so get some more sleep! And try not to hate on me. I know it's hard... but thanks for the laughs. :)

Rohan: haha first time I ever wrote about YOU in here. Sorry for dissing you in PE, and other times, and that one time I punched you in the stomach. Don't ever scare me like that again. Yeah...thanks for letting me laugh at your stupidity. And sorry for trying to get you off calculators. It's like..your personal drug. :( you should maybe get like...calculator supplements, like they have nicotine ones for smokers. :P Anyways, have fun with life, deal with my disses, accept my apologies, and be honored you were mentioned in this blog. :]

Joseph: Yeah, I'm gonna go back in time for a while. Sorry for being such a bitch to you in 6th grade, I just really didn't like you. 7th grade was better, this year sucks again. Sorry for whatever I did to you to make you IGNORE me, and give me the SILENT TREATMENT. Maybe it's awkward and whatever, but just so you know, I don't hate you. So..if you like..talk to me, I won't kill you or anything. But if you still don't want to, that's ok. :) I'll live. (Maybe just tell me what I did wrong?) OH. And also, thanks for the hat. It's so beast, I'll never be able to repay you for that. Well, like, I could in money, but..the thought that goes behind that...I didn't think anyone would ever get me one. :] so thanks very much for that, sorry about past...hateness, and I won't kill you. promise. (Not that I could even if I tried, but still. It's the thought that counts, right? :P)

Hmm...who else, who else... OH.

Kevin: Hey Kevin! Sorry for being kinda mean to you this year...you were sorta mean to Michelle, so I guess I just got meaner towards you. :( forgive me? Also, hope you stay smart in computers, it'll help you a lot in life. :P

Mark: Heh sorry about forgetting you. Not that you'd care... Anyways, sorry for being so mean to you, especially involving food. It kinda annoys me when you freeload so much off of stupidly helpless people like helen and michelle (no offense, guys. I love you!). But that's ok, you're still a good friend inside, even though you might not seem like it, lol. Thanks for being nice and...sorry about that incident with my dad. But it does serve you right. :P AND stop poking Gary in the cheeks. It annoys the hell out of him, and watch him one day just snap and tackle you. Of course you'd like it, but... T_T. Well, thanks for being there...sorry for my attitude. :]

Yup, I think that's all so far. It's already a pretty significant amount..I really hope you guys read it, because it took me almost 40 minutes to do this. :) Keep on living and being happy guys. If not for yourselves, then at least for me. :) Gracias from all of my heart, soul, mind, body. Love you! (well, some people more than others, but let's not get into that. ;)

Wasting My Life...

ARGH I'm so bored...gonna write another post. :) First time I've ever done that? I think so.

So...I don't really have a huge point to make in this post, so I'm just gonna rant. About school, TAKS tests are next week! D: We got a workbook on Friday to review, since Algebra students didn't really go over everything the whole year. Of course, it's even worse for the Geometry people. :P Either way, I'm wasting my life, because I'm not reviewing for TAKS. :P Instead, I'm excercising my fingers by typing this post.

And while I'm at it, I'm using my mom's NEW COMPUTER! :D Her old one's totally jacked up and really slow, and since she kept on haulin it all over the house, she like...messed up the hard drive thing. Maybe dropped it once? So now she has a NEW black one, and it's totally fast and...high tech. I think it's Windows 7? But like, the whole bottom bar and settings and everything looks really high tech. More than mine, anyways. :P But I'm grateful for my computer. I love it just as much as I do...with...I dunno, the other stuff I love.

Today we also went to our new house, and just spent some time there. I have to admit it looks really great and all, but I still don't wanna leave my friends and the great environment here. Plus there's like...not that many kids MY age there. There's a bunch of kids CASSIE's, though...I think our neighbor has adopted like 11 kids or something. They're outside every day. There's also like...3 Chinese families around our street with kids my age (says my dad), but they never come out. Lol too busy with homework or something. :P

Haha that reminds me of Ms. Victor and when she was telling us about this song, "Spring Breezes." The story behind it is like, it's spring, and the girl's thinking about the guy, but "her parents won't let her see him, because she has to do homework." And yeah, I quoted Ms. Victor. Who's white. :) It's shows how us Azns are known for our skills at DESOCIALIZING OUR CHILDREN.

There are SO MANY things to hate about Asian parents. Some of the the worst are like, they embarrass you with their weird accents. Thankfully mine don't do that, they worked very hard to learn English, so I love them more for that. :D

But like, at parties, they always talk about their kids RIGHT IN FRONT OF YOU. And compare to see which one's better, and usually when you get home, your parents have something new to make you do, so you can "excel above your peers."

Lol I'm like dissing my own race. To stop from going overboard (and to stop wasting precious moments of my life) I'm gonna go now. Thanks for reading and visiting ma blog. :)

Chapter 2

*few notes before I start:

• there is a ch. 1. if you didn't read it, go search it up..
• as said before, no one i know is in it, so as to avoid hurt feelings.
• thanks for reading! :)

Usually Friday nights are for relaxing and just hanging out with friends and family. But of course there's exceptions.

And I was one of them. Last year, I spent some of my Fridays at Thomas High School, playing my violin with all the other exceptions. We were total Orch dorks.

Everyone there was middle schoolers gathered for Region. It's an event where all Orchestra students in the district auditioned to get into a Region Orchestra: Philharmonic was for sort of good people, and Symphony was for the best. After you get into an orchestra, you then compete with the people in your section to see where you sit for the concert.

Basically, you waste 2 whole weekends of your life seeing how good you are within the district. I was in Philharmonic... I wasn't the best, and I'm still not now. But I was proud, because I made Region. And that's all that mattered, right?

After we chair - tested, I got 3rd chair 1st violin, so I was pretty much in the front. The only thing that burst my bubble of happiness was who I was sitting by - this guy named Adrian Fu.

Adrian was...cool, I guess. He never talked to me, and if he did, they'd be 1 or 2 word answers. He went to my school (Belkins MS), so I kind of knew him, but every time I was around him I got the feeling that he's rather be alone. He was a LONER. *Hehe sorry Michelle had to put that in there. :)

You could even tell that when he was around his friends; he'd be with them, but...detached at the same time. It's a wonder how he even got friends, since he looked and acted so dark. But Adrian was never mean, just silent.

I should've known something was up when it actually snowed this year. Even though it was just lightly, it was a delight to know that we got to witness such weird weather that'll probably happen only 2 or 3 times this century. It was comparable to winning a raffle contest, or find a $20 bill on the ground.

Either way, this snow was like an introduction to a life - changing even for ALL of us Region students.

*again, thanks for reading, visiting, etc. comments and CONSTRUCTIVE criticism would be welcome, but not random cussing...please continue to visit the blog! :D

Sunsets

What ho! :D Thanks for reading, guys...life's so much better with YOOOUU (CRANK THAT SOULJABOY! :D)

Anyways, the awkward greeting above is from today's Shakespeare thing, which was HILARIOUS. The guy telling us about it was perverted, which is pretty much the only thing that can crack up kids these days. He also made some references to corrupted people these days, like...Arnold Schwarzeneggar.. (did I spell that right?) and Tiger Woods. But that's another story that I won't tell you. :P

ANYWAY. I don't know why, but I started thinking about symbolism one random night. SYMBOLISM, OF ALL THINGS. AN ELA TERM!! WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME?! (No offense to ELA freaks and teachers, of course.) But I started thinking about like, symbols of God, and FORESHADOWING, and..like..friendship.

And then I thought about the EARTH, and though about SUNSETS. Now that was a weird one, 'cause I usually don't think about such...oldy dark thoughts, you know? But I had a sudden EPIPHANY. To me, a sunset means...I can't really explain it. They're just really pretty in a sorta sad way, but...kind of like..hope and regrets molded into this one fiery ball? lol.

Like...sunsets to me symbolize the end...of a day, or a year...But it's still burning bright, so it's like...don't worry, whatever mistakes you did wrong today, you'll fix tomorrow. And then you're just looking at that beautiful sight, and you...without knowing it, you reflect on your...adventures? 0.o I dunno, life. But you always have that lil bitty piece of sadness in your heart, and then you still smile with that sad look in your eyes, and the sun's just like, "You screwed up. But you still have a chance to fix things."

I'm just saying like...a lot of people want to give up sometime during their life, and to me, when I see that sunset, I have strength to keep on living, ya know? And face the obstacles life throws at you, and still have energy to pray to God. To still have hope.

Sorry for turning this all emotional, but recently there's been lots of news of suicidal girls and college students in New York jumping off bridges and 10 year olds getting married and divorced (don't ask me where I got all this news: MSN. :P), and I thought...you know, if life keeps on going this way, maybe 2012 WILL happen.

So I, Jenny, with my little corner of the big world and my blog and computer, try to spread some cheer. *AZN SMILE WITH PEACE!* Keep on living, peeps. You never know when you'll be happy again. (And I assure you it WILL happen.)

There's always a special someone out their for you, and I haven't experienced it myself yet, but...People say it's the best feeling in the world when you smile, and someone smiles BECAUSE you smiled. :) Now that's cute.